Waiting for Miracles

Unreserved Love 爱是不保留

2011-09-12T11:11:00.000+08:00

Thank God for giving me the voice to sing on our mooncake festival celebration.
I really hope God you can really help me to serve you truly everyday.
=)

女性的伟大

2011-09-06T19:51:00.000+08:00

一个小男孩问他的妈妈：“妈妈，你为什么要哭呢？”
妈妈说：“因为我是女人啊。”
小男孩说：“我不懂。”
他妈妈抱起他说：“你永远不会懂得。”
后来小男孩就问爸爸：“妈妈为什么毫无理由的哭呢？”，“所有的女人都这样。” 他爸爸回答。
小男孩长大成了一个男人，但仍旧不懂女人为什么哭泣。最后，他打电话给上帝；当上帝拿起电话时，他问说：“上帝，女人为什么那么容易哭泣呢？”
上帝回答说：“当我创造女人时，让她很特别。我使她的肩膀能挑整个世界的重担；并且，又让她内心很坚强，能够承受分娩的痛苦和忍受自己孩子多次的拒绝。”
“我赐予她耐心，使她在别人放弃的时候继续坚持，并且无怨无悔的照顾自己的家人，渡过疾病。”
“我也赐予她包容她丈夫过错的坚强和用他的肋骨塑成她来保护他的心。”
“我赐予她智慧，让她知道一个好丈夫是绝不会伤害他的妻子的，但有时我也会考验她支持自己。”
“最后，我让她可以流泪。只要她愿意。这是她所独有的。”
... “你看，女人的漂亮不是因为她穿的衣服，她保持的体形或她梳头的方式。”
“女人的漂亮，必须从她的眼睛中去看，因为那是她心灵的窗户和爱居住的地方。”
“每一个女人都漂亮。”
上帝赐予女人天生懂得去爱，男人也有爱但一般上，男人是需要学习去爱。

Via Dolorosa

2011-05-24T20:05:00.001+08:00

Gift

2011-04-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

Thank God for the gift....
I feel so touched after seeing the comments...
Although I know that there is still need improvements,
the pitch, the nervous in me , the shaping, the feeling, the way to bring out the words...
God, Thank you for giving such an opportunity to serve you...
Give me the strength to sing confidently, sing meaningfully to spread your words..
<3

他们会明白你的痛楚吗？

2011-04-23T14:16:00.000+08:00

当一个人的背景，完全与你不同时，你觉得他们会明白吗？
有时候，真的会忽略掉人家所要承担，所面对的痛楚。
家人还没信主，是我最最最最害怕的事。
但是，除了自己人，有谁能够了解呢？
除了祷告，我已经不知道该怎么做了。
请求主你，告诉我怎么做啊~

爱与不爱

2011-04-19T17:52:00.000+08:00

人生不是由我来决定
爱与不爱，只能靠上帝来帮我决定了。
主啊！让我学习怎样祷告，怎样来听你的话语。

If I could.....

2011-04-18T13:27:00.000+08:00

I always have a dream to have my own concert...
How nice If I have a small concert and sing for others during my bday... =) ~~
ahhhh~~ dream on lol

信赖

2011-04-11T11:39:00.000+08:00

本以为可以信赖的人，也变得不可以信赖了
还是保持沉默，　什么都不说是最安全
装着什么都不知道，也许是最好的办法
我的知心朋友们啊～　我好想念你们啊！

好想回家噢！～　

知心朋友难找

2011-04-07T17:17:00.001+08:00

在我的教会，知心的朋友还是暂时找不到啦！
但是我很庆幸我有一堆ＫＬ的知心朋友。
I will always be grateful to have them around....
I will always be Happy around them...
I will always be CRAZY infront of them...
That's what you called Friendship that will never change. =)

平凡

2011-03-30T20:09:00.001+08:00

我真的很想要一个平平凡凡的日子。
讨厌烦恼，讨厌麻烦，但是还是得做。
原来事奉是不容易的，可能做在旁边的还轻松点。
但是这也许是我和上帝的立约，从马来西亚回来，一定要事奉，要上门徒。
不到一个月，我就要垮了。还真是经不起考验唉~

我要学会！
“无论你身处什么处境，不管它是何等的不理想，你都可以视它为装备你去事奉神的训练场所。”

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

真人真事 Testimonies

2011-03-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

PLEASE CLICK THIS AND READ OUR TESTIMONIES!!!

THIS IS extremely IMPORTANT!!
How does all these things change our life...
Why we believe in Jesus instead of other God ? ( because THERE ARE NO OTHER GOD )
We want ppl to be SAVED!!!
WE want ppl to go heaven with us!!!!!
Thats the reason we wanted to spread the gospel =)

Oh No~!!

2011-03-17T11:15:00.000+08:00

I think I still can't blend in...
Oh well.... screwed it...

HELP~~~ ?

风筝的自由

2011-03-12T09:33:00.001+08:00

听到一个很好，很逻辑的道理。
相信大家都知道怎么样玩风筝吧~~
那么给你一个问题，让自己思考~！

问题：风筝自由吗？

这有两个答案~

1）风筝不自由- 因为有人在控制住它。
2）风筝很自由- 因为它可以在天上飞。

（风筝与人的那一条线，改变了风筝的方向，往上或往下，跌了就再度的重新爬起来）

假如没有了那一条线 / 线断了，那风筝会怎么样呢？
- 风筝乱飞，不见了，跌到谷底里，再也找不会了。

这道理就跟人类有关联。
当人类找不到真理，会失落，会碰到撞墙期，甚至觉得生命没意义 = 风筝不见了。
但如果人类找到真理，那么我们就有希望，不管再怎么困苦的情况下，也可以再度的爬起来。

希望大家都能够找到所谓的真正的真理。

Jay Chou = My Life

2011-03-07T20:11:00.000+08:00

JAY CHOU CONCERT IS AWESOME!
JAY CHOU'S TIMBRE is FANTASTIC!
JAY CHOU's PIANO SKILL IS AMAZING!
JAY CHOU'S SOCIAL SKILL IS FABULOUS!
JAY CHOU IS DAMN FREAKING CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~
JAY CHOU IS SO TALENTED!!!!!!!!!!!
JAY CHOU's DANCE IS GREAT!!!

How i wish i can get on stage with him.. HAHAHAH!! ( * dream on )
awww~~ I miss his concert.... please come melbourne jay chou T_________________T

Burlesque

2011-02-25T22:42:00.000+08:00

I would love to be on the stage of burlesque....
sing all i can...
WOOHOO~!!!
( not that sexy la... no body shape also )
Burlesque shows me the passion of vocal and music...
=D
Need to train my vocal till geng geng like christina aguilera <3

为什么妈妈很伟大？

2011-02-16T00:52:00.000+08:00

当自己不断地成长时，你会慢慢发现现实生活中已经有很多人不再关心身边的人了。
妈妈，是需要孩子们的陪伴，甚至觉得孩子们比起丈夫来的重要。
曾经在妈妈肚子里九个月，生我们时的那种痛苦，是我们现在还没经历过的。
妈妈们是抱着生命的危险来生我们下来，反而我们真的应该在生日的时候谢谢他们！
从今年起！我应该要这样告诉他们！ =D
生完我们之后，没能好好的睡，每天担心自己的孩子会不会肚子饿，担心到连自己的身子也可以不顾。
孩子们还没长大懂事前，还是不会照顾父母。
甚至还会吵架，顶嘴，（就很像跟自己情侣吵架，一样的受伤，心疼）
当个妈妈真辛苦呀~~！
Must take care of mummy more!!!

Love from friends...

2011-02-12T01:47:00.000+08:00

Do you ever feel the LOVE from your close friends???
Well, I really do.
The way they care about you even though they still have their bf, out of your imagination srsly.
Friends like them is never a mistake in my life.
Love you girls always.

XOXO!
so called the" siao gang"

My Only One

2011-01-31T12:42:00.000+08:00

"My Only One " is a song with a warm and beautiful string melody that is accompanied by BoA's impressive and emotional vocals. The lyrics speaks of a girl remembering the hard breakup between her and her lover, and remembering the sweet times in the past.

痴心的人会幸福吗？

2011-01-29T13:25:00.001+08:00

有时候，当一个人在受苦时，另一方，却在开心的过日子。
为何不能放下一切，让自己快乐。
但是宁愿等待着希望，奇迹的出现。
不必要的付出，并不能得到回报，反而得到伤害。
不甘心，又怎样？
痴心，又怎样？
又有谁会理你啊~？
胡思乱想反而让个人情绪不平衡。
怎么办 T_____T

Disappointed

2011-01-25T17:08:00.000+08:00

I'm really very disappointed to those people who DON'T understand Music and Vocals...
Yet they are still giving COMMENTS like that taiwanese girl 舞思爱 couldn't sing , she should lose....
Although u are fully support LEE JIA WEI , do u guys need to make it worse by criticizing other participants?
Honestly, I support Jia wei but at the same time i wont criticize 舞思爱... what for?
Disrespectful... and full of nonsense..
What's wrong with all these people??
If the participants Can't SING WELL, They wouldn't have get such HIGH SCORES....
If you are planning to criticize the pro JUDGES, which is even worse.... U are spoiling ur own reputation..
Cause you are not PROFESSIONAL but those JUDGES are PROFESSIONAL....
Give your own opinion without hurting anyone else can a not?
sigh....
One million star a.k.a 超级星光大道 is always fair and square... yet many ppl complain bout them...
会唱歌就是会唱歌，不需要无为的人批评指教，除非你是专业人士。

Coincidence or Destined ?

2011-01-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

Some things will happen unexpectedly....
Don't ask why....
Because things happen that way means that way....
Blah~~
Guess i will blog after i went back to Aussie...
Not much time to blog at malaysia...

Street Musician in US

2011-01-17T20:19:00.001+08:00

IS JAY CHOU!!!! AWESOME LIKE MAD!!

Time for miracles...

2011-01-11T01:27:00.000+08:00

I still trying to believe in miracles...
Tell me what to do ... ( Adam Lambert)

Start to update a bit of my singapore trip last month..

Whenever I say shark fin, I feel like vomiting....
I actually ate it 4 times last month.... and I cannot stand it ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!
I don't wanna be the bad person who actually killed the shark..
But i went 2 wedding dinner.. and 2 singapore important dinner...
I got no CHOICE! the shark fin is just infront of my EYES!
Don't blame me... T__T

Abalone...
Don't worry.,. I won't kill abalone...
Because I don't LIKE IT AT ALL!!!
I don't know why... tasteless i guess LOL!

Duck skin, Wasabi-watermelon-prawn, goose's liver?
I love the wasabi-watermelon-prawn!!!!! DAMN NICE! and also the duck skin...
But i just dont know how to eat the goose's liver.. which is known as high class food =.= this is weird!

This Codfish FREAKING NICE!!! with the cheese on top... and then the fish is 80% cooked!
20% raw... but is not smelly!! =) DELICIOUS!!!!!!!!!
Stay tune to the next dishes!!

Back to Lilac Saloon

2011-01-07T17:30:00.002+08:00

After one year, I'm back to Lilac saloon ...

AND I DID SOMETHING UNBELIEVABLE!!

Wanna know more? Then stay tune . =p

很简单的事

2011-01-05T16:38:00.000+08:00

每当唱起诗歌，心情就会变得开朗~~ !!
I'm grateful that I able to sing in order to praise the Lord....
希望在choir中能学到更多更多的东西！
常常喜乐，不住地祈祷，凡事感恩~

Thank God

2011-01-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

A very good testimony to share.....
Be Happy Always,Pray Hard, Be Grateful.... Thank God...
God heal their family !!

你的笑你的好脑袋里一直在绕

2010-12-31T13:13:00.000+08:00

我真的被打倒了。
无法作战
无法再站起来
甚至无法呼吸。

心碎

2010-12-30T22:20:00.001+08:00

曾经一起走过的地方
让我无法忘怀
回忆里的点点滴滴不知不觉地在我去过的地方出现在脑海中
到底我几时才能走出这个伤心的地带
心又在一次的碎了
也许待在墨尔本是件好事吧！

神啊！我只能把这个任务交给你了。

給我一個理由忘記

2010-12-29T17:21:00.000+08:00

雨都停了這片天灰什麼呢
我還記得你說我們要快樂
深夜裡的腳步聲總是刺耳
害怕寂寞就讓狂歡的城市陪我關燈
只是哪怕周圍再多人感覺還是一個人
每當我笑了心卻狠狠的哭著

給我一個理由忘記那麼愛我的你
給我一個理由放棄當時做的決定
有些愛越想抽離卻越更清晰
那最痛的距離是你不在身邊卻在我的心裡

當我走在去過的每個地方總會聽到你那最自由的笑
當我回到一個人住的地方最怕看到冬天你最愛穿的那件外套
只是哪怕周圍再多人感覺還是一個人
每當我笑了心卻狠狠的哭著

給我一個理由忘記那麼愛我的你
給我一個理由放棄當時做的決定
有些愛越想抽離卻越更清晰
那最痛的距離是你不在身邊卻在我的心裡

我找不到理由忘記大雨裡的別離
我找不到理由放棄我等你的決心
有些愛越想抽離卻越更清晰
那最痛的距離是你不在身邊卻在我的心裡

I just love the lyrics..... <3

Sibu

2010-12-13T17:57:00.000+08:00

Despite of the small town and places is so different from KL,

The FOOD IN SIBU IS AWESOME!!!! =D

Perhaps is the day that i can eat GOOD FOOD after I'm half recovered...

HALF! Thanks to my SPOILED NOSE! The mucus is still there... NOT GOING AWAY =(

Gong Pia ( Me and my bro Fav food in Sibu)

- Crispy and smells good!

- I ate 2 of it YUM!

This is one of the famous food that you can only get it in Sibu!

Try it when u have the chance to eat it...

The ingredient inside is pork mince..

I heard that some of it have this chocolate flavor and so on! =p

2nd place - SAMBAL KUEY TEOW...

This is NOT the same as KL fried kuey teow..

The sambal kuey teow is kind of oily..

but the taste is totally different from the kuey teow here..

You will get addicted to it !

The taste is seriously good!

3rd FAMOUS SIBU Noodle - KAMPUA..

Most of the Sibuan in melbourne always mention about Kampua...

somehow is like the sarawak koon low noodle in KL...

but Kampua has less side dishes...

I find it not bad... =)

Sibu Laksa Noodle..

The laksa in Sibu less SANTAN..

That's why is not my favourite dish...

Still this is the special dish in Sibu!

Give it a try... =)

Sick

2010-12-09T13:47:00.000+08:00

I thought i could break this record ( Not gonna get sick for A YEAR)..
Unfortunately, I'M SICK! FOR 3 DAYS ALREADY....
Sorethroat , Running nose, Muscle pain, Fever... Woohoo IS NOT FUN AT ALl!
i SUPPOSE TO GO OUT TODAY... but i have to stay at home.... watching gossip girl and glee.. ( better than last 2 days - i only get to sleep for 48 hours )..
SO SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pray for me... so that i can get well soon XD

The Only Perfect Photo

2010-12-05T15:02:00.000+08:00

The siblings photo taken after a super duper tiring wedding dinner..

Everyone is pretty~ Yay~

Overall is a successful wedding...

Didn't take much photo last night...

busy doing wedding stuff... phew...!

Thank God for the wonderful and successful wedding =D ....

Love Li Wei and Christ's make up =D

That's all for today's update....

Stay tune for the upcoming post for MORE photos... i guess LOL!

MIA

2010-11-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

I will now ANNOUNCE that i will be MIA for a very long time =D
Due to my busy schedule and of course Jay chou's wife....
HAHAHAH!! of course i will be busy... but i will spend some time here...soon...
perhaps some important occasion and something important...!!
love you guys! <3

SPOILED NOSE

2010-11-24T21:49:00.000+08:00

SOMEONE CURSE ME THAT I HAVE SPOILED NOSE!!!
THEREFORE, my NOSE is VERY SENSITIVE RIGHT NOW... damn it =.="
Somehow is like hayfever or what u call that..... SINUS!!!

THIS IS SO WEIRD!!! what happen to me!!!!!!!!!!

She says by JJLIN

2010-11-17T20:40:00.000+08:00

她竟悄悄的来过
她慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺
还是没有带走了寂寞
我们爱得没有错
只是美丽的独秀
太折磨她说无所谓
只要能在夜里翻来覆去的时候有寄托
等不到天黑烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓我怕一天一天被摧毁
等不到天黑不敢凋谢的花蕾
雨也在跟随放开刺痛的滋味
今后不再怕甜蜜我想只是害怕清醒
不怕甜蜜我想只是害怕清醒

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!!
This song is awesome... the lyrics is nice and meaningful!!!
It is a sad song.. but yea that's the feeling you will get after u read the lyrics...
DIDNT blog for quite some time.. cause i've been busying SHOPPING and HUNTING dress for my sister's wedding reception... so don't blame me...
EXAM IS OVER!! Thank GOD!!!!!!
=)

Bye Bye PROGRAMMING!!!

2010-11-12T17:29:00.000+08:00

PLEASE I PRAY I PASS MY PROGRAMMING!!!
SO I CAN GET RID OF IT FASTER!
I am NOT born to do PROGRAMMING...
NO WAY!!! but at least i hantam and finish everything...
I didnt leave the exam hall earlier...
but i finished off the whole paper in 3 hours + a bit dreaming la...
cause i dont know how to do...
ONE MORE SUBJECT TO GO!!!!
NIHONGO!!!! BENKYOSHIMASU~~~~~ Ganbatte ne erishia chan =D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND I'M GONNA HUNT DRESSES NEXT WEEK!!
WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Zombie

2010-11-11T15:36:00.001+08:00

I'M turning into a ZOMBIE!!!!!!
Not about The cranberries - zombie song.... ( GO GOOGLE IF YOU DON"T KNOW THAT SONG)
I feel freaking tired after finishing SAMPLE ONE - programming questions...
more like copying for the codes... wth... I JUST NOT MEANT TO DO PROGRAMMING!!!
2 more sample exam papers to go....
What should i do to get for a PASS??
IT's BEEN QUITE HOT FOR TWO to THREE DAYS ALREADY...
but hor.. dont rain la tml.. i need to go race course to take my exam....
Please~~ Pray for me guys.... just a PASS!! PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Somehow i have to type longer before the post before too zho deng d....
block my chatbox and i couldn't even read.... =.="
EXAMS PLEASE FASTER END!!!!! I can't wait to end these FREAKING EXAMS!!
I'm so TIRED OF READING!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need shopping to cure my tiredness...!!!
Oh well, I think my liver not gonna be so good after this month....
Pray that my liver will be OKAY AS WELL!!!
I need to change my time too! or perhaps i should change it after i reach Malaysia... HMMMMM~~~
I guess is long enough to get rid of those youtube video....
I have to put it there cause the youtube video is meaningful...
I feel like gorek my eyes out and wash it with soap... and put it back in...
SOOO TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH

Lucifer that wanted to Vanish the World...

2010-11-10T17:21:00.000+08:00

Lucifer is one of the leader of the angels in the heaven...
Somehow this angel do not wanna obey God...
and it turn into Satan... ( not sure if I'm correct)

Okay.. I'm sick of my studies and i went on youtube !!
I've been a 宅女( someone who always stay at home) and didn't really go out...
I found out i missed a lot of news of the world....
I saw different different kind of news in youtube and I was petrified with the world..
Nowadays teenagers or adults use knife and slash/chop/cut ( or whatever u want ) to murder someone....
( Must be Satan's technique)

Case 1.... ( around Taiwan I guess )
This kid planned to kill his own father for years and finally he got the chance to do so...
He slashed him with his knife for 130 times (WTH?) HE IS YOUR OWN FATHER DUDE!!!
End up, he was reported that he has mental disorder,, he even told the reporter he don't feel guilty after killing his own father yet he told JOLIN tsai why didnt she reply his letter... GOSH~! do u think Jolin will reply to a KILLER? =.="

Case 2 ( Ang moh country)
A father get angry at the daughter for cooking a not well shaped egg... then he got his long gun.. chasing her own daughter and wife and killed them! He even killed his neighbors and in the end he shot himself dead

Case 3 ( Taiwan )
One of the couple broke up.... they still have arguments and even went to the police station...
They even argue after they went off the police station....
The guy finally cannot stand the girl.. and slash the girl for 13 TIMES!!! =.="
那来的天理阿？

Case 4 ( Some Chinese place.. dont remember )
A woman around 45 to 50 years old murdered his own husband after she found out his husband having an affair... so what she did was... She used KNIFE and cut off his both hands, both legs and even the PENIS.
She even committed suicide b4 entering the jail..

Case 5 ( Ang moh place )
A mother went out..... left 4 to 5 kids at home...
So the kids decided to play hide and seek.... ( of course you will find a place where no one can see u right?)
The youngest child hide inside the washing machine!!!
When the mother came back, the kids still couldnt find their brother.... They called the police...
When they found him, he was dead... ( lack of oxygen )
aihz... so sad..

Case 6 ( ang moh place again )
This two little girls always complain that their parents are annoying... so they decided to burn their own hse..
AND THEY REALLY DID...... ( WHAT'S WRONG WITH UR BRAIN?)

Case 7 ( Chinese place )
This mother left her baby at home.. let her grandmother take care of the baby...
so this grandmother 'tam' the baby sleep...
and went off to the kitchen with a knife... and cut her own grand children's neck....
The reason of killing : Baby's crying sound is annoying.. make her damn headache =.="

Case 8 ( Ang moh place )
The mother who always take marijuana or whatever drugs la...
as a result, she got this hallucination/ delusions something...
she mistaken her own BABY as some clothes and throw the baby into the washing machine for 40 MINUTES....
* SPEECHLESS*

Case 9 ( ang moh place )
Father kept their only daughter in a place... and rape her for years....
Ppl feel suspicious about him .. so they found out the daughter actually had 7 childs in that hse... of his own father =.=" Ur kuku mmg damn gatal... go die =.="

Case 10 ( Ang moh place )
A bunch of ppl eating this WEIRD mushroom that will make ppl hallucinate...
One of the guy thought his friend was a demon, therefore he kill his own friend,, pull out his HEART and ORGANS and BURN IT!!!! and even GOREK their EYES out.... =.="
WHO THE HECK GIVE U THAT MUSHROOM WEI!!! damn disgusting.. =.="

There's a lot more.. but this is just part of it... I bet these 10 cases is GELI enough... EVIL enough...
WHY there is GOOD VS BAD , ANGEL VS DEMON , HEAVEN VS HELL kinda thing on earth???
This is because there is GOD and Satan....... i think..... aih...

two DOWN!

2010-11-08T18:06:00.000+08:00

lFINALLY!! finish my 2nd sub....
I've been studying ONE WHOLE month for exam la wei... DAMN TIRING LO!!!
I got freaking DEEP DARK CIRCLES!! waliao... how to go back malaysia wei....=.=
I don't wanna study anymore!!!
How can u be so consistent study through out the whole semester...
I'm not Fiona Goh T____T!!! so sad.....
I got Programming this friday... think i'm gonna die SOON! .. real soon sigh...
but!

learn this from some movie....known as
五步转念秘籍

我没有学过programming
我从以前到现在都没有学过programming
因为我没有学过所以我不会programming
当我愿意不放弃又知上帝看好我我就会努力地学会programming
我现在就决定不放弃所以就没有不会programming的理由！

KEEP GOING ON!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jet Lag

2010-11-06T17:24:00.000+08:00

Since 2 weeks ago or perhaps 3 weeks...
my time for sleeping is terrible... as in i dont sleep at 12am...
but i slept at 5am... till 11 to 12pm =.="
I wonder if i could change back my time after exams....
maybe yes maybe no... T___T
still EXAMS IS KILLING ME!! tired of studying la! damn sien LOL!
boo hoo~
I wanna go home shopping~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

RHYME gua!?

2010-11-04T15:35:00.000+08:00

When I feel the weather
I will look up at the sky to see if there is any thunder
It reminds me of you telling me that you are my guardian angel

Last December
When we had dinner with a candle
You gave me a lovely pendent
and hold me tight just like how u hold a handle
It was the happiest moment just like how i won a medal

Jingle-Jangle
everyone is celebrating a festival
while i'm listening to the music of Handel
It brings back memories that I shouldn't remember
but it's all over

只有他 Only Him

2010-11-02T00:31:00.000+08:00

You barely listening to me saying about my problems...
Most of them are just complaining....
I rather be a listener than telling you my problems...
Most of us will say " hey, don't keep everything inside your heart... not good for u."
What if u get depression,anxiety, post traumatic stress, schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, depression....and so on..
I was called as one of the symptom above.... but the truth is I'm NOT!
I don't share because i got my own reasons....
How do i get rid of things??
Just as simple as that.... Talk to God.... when there is no one that u wanted to share or talk to... He is the only one you can find.... Even if you are not a believer...If so happened u couldn't find anyone to share, and u couldn't trust anyone around you.... Try and talk to God....
I've watched this inspiring video by Joyce Meyer... about her own personal testimony...
She does not have any happy childhood but live in a fear..... she was sexually abused... and yet she's able to walk to the path of light out of the darkness....

God love everyone of you! God Bless you =)

Throat Pain！

2010-11-01T16:39:00.000+08:00

Basically.... I cannot run around at the field anymore...
Because it gives me PAIN in the THROAT!
It's not SORE THROAT!
It's the cold air that flow into my mouth that makes my throat hurts....
Must be the pressure differences or i don't used to the weather....
Therefore, I'm suitable to go for indoor exercise ! =D

One DOWN!!

2010-10-29T21:06:00.000+08:00

Finally Biology exam is over.... left 3 more killer subjects to go....
I guess i couldn't get distinction for my Biology anymore.... Let's pray for the best...
I'm so mad tired...some how i got this jet lag in exam period...
My sleeping time is at 5am till 11 to 12 pm LOL! awesome isn't it...
But DON"T Learn from me ok? u will destroy ur organs...
I must sayang my organs after exams =D!! Keep them in the same place and not moving ya...~~~
Blog more after exams..
Pray for Selina!
Pray for the people in Indonesia after that tragic earthquake!
Pray for Everyone! God Bless!!

NEVER!

2010-10-26T12:29:00.000+08:00

I'M WRITING THIS POST BECAUSE I'M SO DAMN FREAKING PISSED OFF!
I SWEAR THAT I WILL NEVER EVER TAKE PROGRAMMING AGAIN
OR ELSE I WILL GO SUICIDE!
THAT'S IT!
PROBABLY THE PROGRAMMING AT MONASH SUCK!
DAMN FREAKING REGRET THAT I TOOK THIS BLOODY HARD SUBJECT!
AND I HAVE TO FREAKING DEAL WITH IT!!!!
JUST GET LOST OF MY SIGHT ... WILL YOU???

最長的擁抱

2010-10-26T10:22:00.000+08:00

[00:23.90]愛亮了有一種眼神
[00:26.88]不需要言語就感覺到
[00:30.91]幸福是有一種溫柔
[00:33.87]藏在心中卻能深深記得牢
[00:38.17]天黑了再冷的心跳
[00:41.86]時間到了就會慢慢融化了
[00:45.39]因為愛在燃燒
[00:52.39]體會你走的軌道
[00:59.50]給你最長的擁抱
[03:37.50][02:34.78][01:06.58]舊情綿綿思慕的人
[03:44.39][01:13.64]琴鍵上每個春夏秋冬
[02:41.75]琴鍵上每個秋冬春夏
[03:47.51][02:44.95][01:16.78]都像有你就在我的身旁
[03:51.44][02:48.93][01:20.61]舊情我不能放布記
[03:54.99][02:52.41][01:24.17]思慕我心愛的人
[01:27.68]你給的幸福的時光
[01:32.78]都在我回憶裡晴朗
[01:51.90]夢再長是有種力量推著我
[01:55.78]不感到彷徨
[01:59.24]心再狂我依舊記得有段旋律
[02:03.05]不斷在耳邊迴盪
[02:06.52]風再大我站在風中
[02:09.46]感念你的好淚緩緩下
[02:13.40]謝謝你給我信仰
[02:20.67]因為你綻放的光芒
[02:27.65]指引我找到了希望
[03:58.57][02:56.03]我希望有你的目光
[04:03.29][03:00.28]心愛的緊返來
[04:19.74][03:14.10]緊返來我身邊

by 庾澄慶洪敬堯--最長的擁抱. Lyrics:洪敬堯. ( starting to like this guy! GOSH! damn talented)
His lyrics is super awesome!! <3 <3!!! I just love meaningful lyrics..
I just dont understand youtube doesnt have this song!! gek sei me =.="

天堂

2010-10-23T23:28:00.001+08:00

你相信这世界上有天堂和地狱吗？
如果你有一个免费的机会，死后可以上天堂你愿意吗？
还是你想要下地狱受苦呢？

也许你没办法相信，因为你看不见。
那么你死后，你的灵会去哪里呢？那你又知道吗？
只要你愿意相信以及祷告，你就不必害怕死亡了。
如果基督的同伴不在了，不要沮丧，因为那只是暂时性的分开。
因为那位同伴也许已经在天堂享福了！
如果你愿意一同相信，你也可以享受那不一样的世界，还可以和所有基督里的同伴在天堂遇见，知道吗？

不妨试一试吧！ It doesn't hurt and it's harmless!

JAY CHOU MY LOVE!!

2010-10-23T11:07:00.000+08:00

周杰倫＋洪榮宏 - 【阿爸】

Yes indeed! this is his new song by 詞：方文山曲：周杰倫. Another awesome and amazing song from them!

「阿爸」

詞：方文山曲：周杰倫演唱：周杰倫．洪榮宏

我尚親愛ㄟ阿爸阮想馬擱叫你一聲唱以早你寫ㄟ歌

感情放落唱不煞我尚思念ㄟ阿爸

換阮唱歌來乎你聽歌聲親像燕仔

帶你返來阮這要用啥咪批紙慢慢寫

阮講ㄟ話你才ㄟ知影不倘不倘痛不願不願行

講你離開這我們在長大守著家守著那溫馨的

燭光下沈默安靜的對話越頭看阿爸是山

我最親愛的爸爸你給我們一個家泡杯名叫思念的茶

淺嚐濃郁的牽掛我尚思念ㄟ阿爸

換阮唱歌來乎你聽歌聲親像燕仔

帶你返來阮這要用啥咪批紙慢慢寫

阮講ㄟ話你才ㄟ知影不倘不倘痛

不願不願行講你離開這我們在長大

守著家守著那溫馨的燭光下沈默安靜的對話

越頭看阿爸是山要用啥咪批紙慢慢寫

阮講ㄟ話你才ㄟ知影不倘不倘痛不願不願行

講你離開這我們在長大守著家守著那溫馨的

燭光下沈默安靜的對話越頭看阿爸是山

For people who don't know Hokkien or Teo Chew, It's okay! because Jay chou himself did sing the mandarin lyrics !! 挂念父亲的歌很难找阿！这首是一首有意义的歌！

A very meaningful song for father...... =)

Beside Jay chou new song. please support the entire album!

曲目

1.寶島青春夢 / 洪敬堯　華語歌壇天王天后御用音樂製作人洪敬堯，再現台灣洪歌藝術風華

2.戀花 / 洪敬堯　洪敬堯全新創作親自獻唱，取樣經典傳世台灣洪歌

3.阿爸 / 周杰倫．洪榮宏　周杰倫+方文山2010再創華語新經典，台語歌王洪榮宏感人肺腑合唱

4.老唱盤 / S.H.E.．洪敬堯　S.H.E.清新驚艷絕妙新歌，三人合體與音樂才子玩轉Bossa Nova

5.寶島曼波 / 阿信．洪榮宏　一聽就知爆棚HIGH歌，天團五月天打造經典台灣風搖滾新風貌

6.最長的擁抱 / 庾澄慶．洪敬堯　2大音樂才子攜手合作，哈林2010最新感人作品，抒發內心思念力作

7.愛常常喜樂 / 江蕙．洪榮宏．洪敬堯．王力宏．周華健．伍思凱　巨星破天荒聯手獻唱，寶島歌王洪一峰音樂人生的最後祝福

8.綿綿舊情 / 林慧萍．洪榮宏．洪敬堯　林慧萍睽違歌壇2010最新錄音，再造男女對唱雋永代表作

9.快樂的牧場 / 林俊傑　JJ林俊傑2010最新驚喜詮釋，傳奇經典21世紀爵士決定版

10.思慕的人 / 阿信　台灣搖滾天團五月天阿信詮釋台灣洪歌經典，誠摯滿點、渲染力百分百

11.新放浪人生 / 洪榮宏．洪敬堯　台語歌王和音樂才子2兄弟連袂獻唱，傳承台灣洪歌新生命

12.男人愛歌 / 康康．洪敬堯　久違了康康再次以歌聲征服人心，音樂才子連手唱出最man男人心聲

13.思慕的人PK版 / 盧廣仲　新生代音樂鬼才盧廣仲，大膽新詮膾炙人口的經典情歌

If ppl who didnt know who is 洪敬堯. then go watch ONE MILLION STAR超级星光大道7！

He is a talented music director and one of the judge in one million star for this entire month!

This album is for his father~!!!

I bet this album is gonna be awesome!!!

You wont regret getting this album!! =)

Last but not least! this is the song from youtube~! ENJOY!!

Study Tips Anyone?

2010-10-22T13:51:00.000+08:00

Can anyone give me some study tips??
Demotivated today for no reason....
Sigh.....
The weather today is SO FREAKING HOT in melbourne...
I'm wearing shorts!!!!
backbone hurts... headache... no mood to study...
sounds pathetic =.="
BOOO!

Cooking Lesson Ichi

2010-10-21T14:59:00.000+08:00

For Cooking Lesson Ichi - My Mom's Chunted Curry chicken.

First of all , you need INGREDIENTS!

There you go!
You can't have curry chicken without potatoes and carrots right???
Oh well! Australia's potatoes a bit weird!
Those potatoes kinda hard! i mean HARD...
So you have to boiled ur potatoes first.
Unless you plan to cook ur potatoes for hours...
In the end, you couldn't even see which one is potato
which one is carrot... LOL!
Try and see if u dont get what i mean...

2nd ingredient - Bean curd skin.
You can get it at asian grocery.
Before you cook ur bean curd,
Wash ur bean curd skin and put it in a bowl of water
to soften the bean curd skin.
Or else you have to eat the HARDEN bean curd skin

You need SALT!
CHILLI PASTE!
CURRY LEAVES !
CURRY POWDER!
RASAKU SANTAN that i brought to aussie! =D
The important ingredients!

Last but no least!
YOU NEED CHICKEN!
Get whatever chicken part u like la..
Drumstick la... chicken breast la..
Chicken thigh la... chicken wing la...
Wanna be healthy then get chicken breast.. LOL!
Marinate the chicken with curry powder and salt.
MAKE SURE u meraba the whole chicken properly!
Hypothesis : The longer u marinate, the nicer smell u will get.
If you wanna cook it for dinner, then start to marinate it in the afternoon.!

Basically you got all the ingredients! and u can start to cook NOW!
- Put some OIL.
- Then add the chilli paste and curry powder.
- Add in the chicken and ur potatoes.
- then COOK COOK COOK COOK~~
- Add in water LITTLE BY LITTLE..to make sure the chicken is well cooked! ( MAKE SURE THE SOUP is not DILUTE, or else u FAILED to cook the AWESOME curry CHICKEN!)
- Add in carrots first.... then lastly put in the bean curd skin ( make sure this is the last one to put in)
- Prepare ur santan.( Follow the instruction given behind! Add warm water and mix the santan well)
- Add SALT.
- TASTE IT and add either more curry powder, chilli paste or salt) Improvise sikit....
Recipe is just a GUIDELINE! =D Sometimes u still need to improvise yourself kay?

And there u go ! the awesome curry chicken!

It will taste better if u eat it with ROTI PLATA! instead of RICE!

Good luck to the ppl who wants to cook curry chicken!

Ja NE!

创造者 The Creator

2010-10-20T11:45:00.000+08:00

我相信每个人一定会经过一段怀疑人生的过程。
有没有想过为什么世界上会有空气，太阳，地心引力，二氧化碳，氧气，光合作用等等的东西？
为什么会有动物，昆虫，人类，植物呢？
这些都是个谜，有些人甚至知道这些生物与非生物的存在，也不愿找出谁是那创造者。

Stephen Hawking said the universe is created due to big bang theory and insisted there is no CREATOR.
Question yourself professor, where do the gravity come from? where do elements like oxygen,CO2 come from? HOW do u know that since u are not at the space to discovered it with your own eyes?
Same concept, things u cant see by your own eyes, but just by ur own theory and prediction and u just believe it.
Everybody is talking about the end of the world for so many years, do u think 2012 is the end of the year? scientist might be wrong as well.
Due to the past research, scientist predicted either of the year before is the end of the year, fortunately, we are still here right in front of your eyes dude.

For other example,

Did you even see your own kidneys, heart, all kinds of organs before u do x-ray , MRI or whatsoever?
Did u actually believe they are on your own body for so many years already?
I bet most of us didn't realize that. （林以諾牧師）

Evolution - Now i know why this is the big problem.
Students like me used to just study it without reflecting on our own.
Do u seriously believe that ur ancestor is an animal like orang utan, king kong. or some monkey species?
Probably u answered : Yea I do, because of natural selection, influenced by the environment.
Do animals have conscience? Do u think conscience occur during evolution?
So you expect the monkeys be guilty after stealing the banana from a farmer's backyard?
良心从哪里来呢？情绪又是从哪里来呢？
良心是不可能被进化.
许多动物也没有能力去思考，包括了狗。
虽然狗也有对主人依依不舍，有很深的感情，但如果你告诉你家的狗，太阳是这样绕着地球转，地球怎样绕着月球转，它的反应又会是如何？（唐崇荣牧师）

想想看以及猜猜看，谁是那创造者吧！

I might be different from the way I am last time.
but I still truly believe I am still as sampat like the way I am throughout the year =)

Insects will get obesity TOO!

2010-10-19T15:33:00.000+08:00

I've been spending almost a year in Australia... ( ALMOST! )
I've been through the COLDEST and the HOTTEST weather in MELBOURNE!
I went through all the four seasons - spring,summer, autumn, winter.
Somehow the MOST annoying seasons are SPRING and SUMMER!
This is because INSECTS are EVERYWHERE - especially FLIES....
In comparison with the flies in Malaysia, the flies here are Obese... =.="
I'm not discriminating but the flies here mmg Fat ah ma!! How can I describe then? other than using obese =.=
They are HUGE, DIRTY, UGLY, FAT, and last but not least SUPER ANNOYING ( Buzzing around)...

1. According to the weather here, Australia's flies are huge because they also have to went through winter .Therefore, they hibernate for almost 6 months including autumn. During that 2 seasons, not of us get to see any FLIES or insects around ( seriously ) ... just spiders LOL!

2. Flies eat ang moh food... that's why they are huge. Just like how humans including ME will get hungry during winter/ autumn to get more food in order to obtain ENERGY and keep ourselves WARM!

Flies are disgusting. God, why do u have to create insects? T________________________________T
I can't think of any advantages of having insects EXCEPT for the food web.
Should I perhaps Hire NINJA turtle to help me kill those flies? (Oh wait... even ninja turtles don't eat flies.)
Although they are fatter, their speed decreases, STILL they can FLY..It's hard to kill them anyway..
GET OFF la damn FLIES! ish~
Apparently I LOCKED that particular FLY on my kitchen's window.
Someone please GET RID of that disgusting THING!! ARGH~

Imaginary Dream

2010-10-18T21:33:00.000+08:00

If i got the chance, I wanted to meet Jay Chou and BoA in flesh.
If i got the chance , I would like to duet with Jay Chou and BoA on stage!
If i am a singer, i wanna invite Joe Hisaishi and the entire orchestra to my concert... OMGOSH!
( DONT WORRY! i will sing SPIRITED AWAY THEME SONG HAHAHAHAHA! )
If i can sing perfectly enough, i wanna have my OWN album! ( I WISH! )
If i can have a JAPANESE ALBUM! that will be PERFECT! ( SERIOUSLY DREAMING)
If Jay chou could write me a song... i will ki siao lol...! ( wait long long la LOL! )
If i could write a song and compose songs by myself... =.="
If i can dont be a psychologist, can i be a vocal teacher? ( T___T )
If Jay chou or BoA will look at me and give me a smile... GOSH! i will faint HAHAHAHAHHA!
If i can write a japanese song for BoA Chan T___T wuuuhuuu~~ my jap...
If i can be like Fang wen shang.... I probably can see Jay Chou everyday LOL!
If i can sing a song for Jay Chou at his restaurant... GOSH!!! ( which song should i choose? I CANT sing his song ) O.O!!!!
If lun lun can throw me some present from stage for his coming concert =D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If lun lun can sing a song JUST FOR ME! ( shiok dao bao LOL! )

YES!! Sounds like I'm having hallucination.... schizophrenia.. LOL!!!
All these are not WISHLIST! because it wont happen...
Therefore it is known as an IMAGINARY DREAM XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shiok sendiri..

离开

2010-10-17T19:34:00.001+08:00

我知道你已经离我而去到达了天堂
但我只能欺骗我自己你已去了远方
背着你喜爱的背包去旅行
突然手机一响
期待是你那把可爱的声音
但不是如此我会一直看着天上的星星
时常祷告愿主一直在你的身旁

这是不是你现在的心情呢？

最害怕的事情是什么？

2010-10-16T10:26:00.000+08:00

如果问你，最害怕的事情是什么？
你的答案又会是什么呢？

周杰伦说过他最怕鬼。如果一只鬼突然出现在你的面前，当然很可怕咯！但不至于最害怕。

很多人会很怕死，很怕出车祸，被虐待，被强奸，被陷害，病死，跌死，还是什么的。
如果自己很怕死，会不会有点自私呢？
有时候会不会觉得自己比别人早死，会不会更好呢？

我曾经想过，我最怕死。但突然有了心灵感应，我现在最怕的是失去。
昨晚狂风暴雨，还下着冰泡，不知不觉会想到龙卷风的到来，也因此而睡不着。
心里突然害怕和担心起来。
我从来没真正的失去过，虽然这是生命的一部分，是一定要面对的事，但还是很害怕。
失去了爱情，可以说是小事。
失去了家人，情人，亲人，朋友，那才是最痛苦的。
因为到时候，你已经不能跟那个人再一次接触了，只能靠着一起经过的回忆和照片来想起那个人。

昨晚心灵的确是这样的告诉我，而今早就听到了朋友的朋友已经不在了。
虽然不是我的故事，但是很心疼。假设是自己的故事，一定会和我那朋友一样的难过，沮丧。
曾经对死亡起了一大堆疑问，朋友的朋友的父亲去世，我竟然哭了。
在学校，别班的同学的父亲不幸的从ladder掉下来，就这样去了，我觉得很心疼。
妈妈的好朋友，是我认识的，现在回想在麻坡的时光，如果还能看到她，她还是一样会请我们吃叉烧肉，一起更我们一家人坐在一起开开心心的谈天吧~

是不是到最后只能说，珍惜你身旁的每一个人或者是要做好心里准备？
因为时间一到，你必须要经历这一些事情，除非你和我早就上天堂了。

承诺

2010-10-13T15:33:00.001+08:00

世上有谁能够真正的守着承诺？？
就只有在天上守护着全部人的天父。

相信并不难；难在于愿意。
理性使人了解真理，存在的意义，不为钱，不为前途，而是做个真正的信徒。

犯错有谁能够原谅？
也惟有在天上守护着全部人的天父。

为何要相信？
就因为被救过，就因为被感动，就因为被行出奇迹，就因为寻找所有人找不到的答案。

相信并没有坏处，但是有好处。
相信并不是简单，而是困难。
相信并不使你过着好日子，而是面对艰难的另一个开始。

试着一直祷告，也许你能得到你要的答案 =）

ACE~ rhyme

2010-10-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

I can't believe that i actually WROTE THIS ON MY OWN!!!!
乖 Grace
别把自己当成 Ace
跟随自己的 Pace
不与任何人Race
上飞机前，记得给家人an affectionate Embrace
到了UK 别一直买 Lace
十二月时，一定要回来看我的 Face =D

I feel so awesome after finish this.. although is kinda LAME!
learn from the lame queen i guess =p

最佳拍档~ =p

掩饰

2010-10-05T14:33:00.000+08:00

女人化妆为了遮掩自己的疲惫

心灵受到了伤害

却还若无其事的走下半辈子

这样的掩饰难道就不累？

脆弱的身子无法解脱的心事

就为了保护她想要的未来

每天躲在棉被里偷偷地掉眼泪

只能靠着上帝来停止那些泪

** 想爱不敢爱

只怕受到更严重的对待

敢爱不想爱

只能怪自己无法去爱

只能一个人去掩饰这一切的事

I wrote this SONG last week....

Hopefully can get someone to play this song for me...

but FIRST! must correct-kan the lyrics....

GRACE!! give COMMENTS!!!! =)

Busy week

2010-10-01T14:55:00.000+08:00

I've been abandoned my blog for almost a week i guess....

I've been SOOOO busy this week...

Study week has changed to ENJOY week i suppose...

Going out soon AGAIN....

What a hectic week..... but somehow this is the most amazing week throughout the whole year =)

Thanks to TUHAN and YU FAI~

Surprisingly!

2010-09-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

Thanks to CHING CHING =D

She actually come all the way from adelaide to melbourne...

Feel so bad.. that i didnt turn up last time T__T

The Truth is the truth....

2010-09-24T14:43:00.000+08:00

You will not understand unless u experienced pain and experience from Him.....

Should I ?

2010-09-21T21:01:00.000+08:00

Should I change to melbourne university if i got the opportunity?
I need to start over my life probably at city.. social and layan new ppl again...
but the good thing is i can get what i wanted to study... isnt that better?
instead of taking programming , maths which ruins my results....
ahhhh what should i do...?
GOD!!!! tell me what should i DOOOO~~~ ?

追求

2010-09-20T17:57:00.000+08:00

人生短暂，我到底要追求什么？
人生除了为了生活，前途，还有什么？
可以给我答案吗？

Praise the Lord

2010-09-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

Nobody understands me except God....
The only one I Truly believe....
I believe what I've gone through is to make me grow....
Please give me Your strength to forgive.....
Thank God for the wonderful times!
感谢主！
赞美主！

Waiting....

2010-09-17T12:41:00.000+08:00

I can't wait the moment i finish my exam!!!
I can't wait to sit the flight back to MALAYSIA!!
I can't wait see mummy and daddy! =D
I can't wait to eat mummy's yummy food~
I can't wait to eat the TRUE malaysia food!!
I can't wait to meet back my friends and laugh like till a burst into tears =D
I can't wait to go shopping at PYRAMID~ My so called 2nd home =D
I can't wait to SWEAT in MALAYSIA!!
I can't wait to drive ~~ ( er hem... just a bit ) HAHA!
I can't wait to go MAMAK!! =D
I can't wait to have UNLIMITED INTERNET CONNECTION!
Just two more months.. =D =D =D =D!!!

Home

2010-09-14T17:31:00.000+08:00

Define Home....?
My Home
- Home is a happy place where you can spend time with your family.
- Home is a place where u've been staying for years...with comfy bed and blankets
- the reason of being a Malaysian....( destined to be there )
- Miss my mum's cooking
- Miss driving her around~ =D even it is raining or traffic jam!
- Miss hanging out with dear friends in Malaysia

Melbourne's Home...?
- This is not a HOME.. It's a shelter
- feels strange because It is not familiar around you for years...

Is church a home for you?
- You are kidding me.... It's a holy place to worship only... It's neither family nor home....

Perhaps uni will be your 2nd home?
- yea i guess so..... at least I can be happy sometimes.... The place where i can get happiness...

I think I'm frustrated with programming...
therefore there's a post like this....
GRUMPY!!

BOOHOO!!!

2010-09-13T17:18:00.000+08:00

I actually screwed up the important opening YESTERDAY!!!
DAMN! T___T
Oh God! PLEASE dont let me screw things like this T_____T!!!!

Who am I

2010-09-10T21:49:00.000+08:00

I love to be the unpredictable person..

BUT I hate to predict unpredictable people..

Life = Anxiety

2010-09-04T21:44:00.000+08:00

Everyone will go through depression at least ONCE in a lifetime.....
Don't ever let the emotions control your thoughts and think of suicidal.....
There is always a way to solve problem...
Dont give up ur hope on life....
Even though it is BAD, HEARTACHE, PAINFUL, all sort of stuff....
just never ever GIVE UP!

Cute Mummy

2010-09-03T18:28:00.000+08:00

妈咪：如果别人打电话给我，会出现有我的手机号码啊？
我：这样每个人打电话给你，给你看你自己的号码咯？
妈咪：是咯，哈哈我 so so dei 了

Mummy: If people call my mobile phone right , does it show my own hp number?
Me : har? like that everyone call u also show u own number ar? LOL
Mummy : ya hor... I so so dei already HAHA!!!!

有一次姐姐生病，跟妈咪skype
妈咪：*大喷嚏*
我和姐：哎哟
妈咪：一定是你传染给我的啦，好像要生病了
我和姐：* 暴笑* 什么东西啦！那里会从skype传染病的！

My sister was sick back at that time.. skyping with my mum
Mummy : *Sneeze* and she said must be u pass it to me....
me and my sis: LAUGh LIKE MAD!!! what is this? how come i pass the virus to u through skype? HAHA!

姐跟妈咪skype
姐在吃东西。
妈咪：很像很香了，在这里也嗅的到！

my sis skyping with mum again while she was eating her lunch....
mummy: smells good le... i can smell it from here as well.. ( THROUGH SKYPE)

我妈咪是不是超可爱的！哈哈！！
My mummy damn cute right? LOL!!!!!!!!!!!

Grateful

2010-09-02T19:22:00.000+08:00

Wondering when is the last time i used my DSLR?

The only thing i did here was UNI , HOME and CHURCH in the past 3 months.....

I did this for 3 months in this new brand semester...

HOW WONDERFUL IS IT?

I think i'm so BORING!

still.. I have to be grateful because i got more friends compare to last semester...

Even though i still can't really crap with ang mo....

When can i go shopping?!

I've been craving for SUPRE for 2 weeks or perhaps 1 month.. =.="

perhaps the bad thing about suburb is...

u got NO place to go... unless u willing to take one hour ride to city...

argh....

Pray that hong hong will come accompany next year... PLEASE!!!!!!!!

I NEED HER TO DRAG ME OUTTTTTTTT!!!!!!

Lucifer

2010-09-01T20:03:00.002+08:00

I AM MAD AT THIS SONG AND DANCE AT THE MOMENT!!!!!!
DAMN AWESOME!!!
I WISH I CAN DANCE!!!! but I CANT DANCE!!!!!!! noooooooooooooooooo~

Painful

2010-08-29T23:24:00.000+08:00

让我最痛苦的事是我现在人在墨尔本却不能陪我在马来西亚的妈妈
有时候，我很后悔我来这里读书。
有时候，我觉得我很自私，为了自己的前途，工作，却没想过留在马来西亚读书
想起妈妈以前一直劝我在马来西亚读书的时刻，让我不停的落泪
早知道，就在马来西亚读书。
但是，现在已经太迟了。
只能信靠主的带领，不停的祷告，相信一定会有那一天的到来。

Be Logical

2010-08-26T17:20:00.000+08:00

Logical thinking is the Best way to solve problems....
Perhaps many of us still do not know why HUMAN exist in the world....
Ppl believe in Religion , Ppl believe in Science, Ppl believe in nothing...
I am Once believe in nothing... absolutely N O T H I NG

Let me ask u some questions....

Why does Human exist??
Why does our body has this DNA stuff , cells, tissue, organs?
Why does Human does not have wings?
Why do we have Life?
Why Human got brains that able to analyze?
Why human have to DIE?
Did u ever have this Identity Crisis asking yourself " WHO AM I"?
Did u ever come across and ask WHY u came into this world but not others?
Why there is a universe?
Even you learn chemistry, U got this periodic table.. How does all this CALCIUM, MG,CL form???
Even you learn physics, Why does this formula E=mc^2 cannot change to C=Me^2?

Did you ever think deeply about everything on earth? What is all Life about? Existence of everything u've read?

Dr Stephen Tong solved ALL my problems....
He is a Great Philosopher, Musician, Composer,Architecture, and a Great Leader.
He is going all over the world to spread the gospel , answer all your problems and questions.
Wanna know him more?? search him on YOUTUBE!!
He was once an ATHEIST.... and HATE CHRISTIAN.. Believe in Philsophers.... what make him change?

This is the building he Built... at Jakarta, Indonesia.
From Left = Church, Middle = musuem and music auditorium ,Right = school from primary, high skul to uni

This is the music auditorium....
One of my dream place from now on.....!

ReasonS

2010-08-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

There is reason behind every story.... ( can be apply in life as well)

Example 1
Why are u late?
Reason 1 = Sorry.. i'm woke up late...
Reason 2 = Assignment due today! I dont know why i just cant send that file... i'm a last min person sry..
Reason 3 = Toilet... baking cake... hehe sry
Different kind of possibilities to be late...
This can apply in everyone's LIFE...
Instead of being ANGRY and FRUSTRATED.....
Why not try to think different kind of possibilities??
Just like...

Example 2
Why didnt u call or text me or pick up my call.?
Reason 1 = I'm driving
Reason 2 = Helping my mother do something
Reason 3 = taking a cat nap
Reason 4 = fell asleep
Reason 5 = the phone is not with me
Reason 6 = Forgot to bring my phone
Reason 7 = I put it in silent mode...
SEE!!
Most of US! get angry and frustrated b4 knowing the reasonSSS...
Am i right? lol

Sickening

2010-08-19T18:18:00.000+08:00

2 class test next weeks...
Assignments due date is coming soon for psych poster...
WHEN CAN I START STUDYING my BIO and PSYCH??
I've been focusing on computer programming ( because is HARD) and JAP ( because of test every week)
sigh... Gosh.. I need time for psych and bio... T___T
时间一去就不回头
上一次幸运得到保佑
这一次应该跟着书一起过！
TIME! PERSEVERENCE! PERSISTENT! DETERMINATION! PRAYER!AHHHHH~~ lol

Will be in a good mood after seeing this wonderful pretty flower =D
looks like sakura~~ cute right =D

Takaramono

2010-08-18T17:58:00.000+08:00

Perhaps this is the best assignments among the others.....
My Japanese assignments about Takaramono ( MY TREASURES)....
=)

女人的痛

2010-08-14T13:27:00.000+08:00

女人的痛，男子总是不了解
女人的关心，突然变成吵架的来源
女人的泪，只能在他背后才流露
不言不语，可能被人嫌弃
到底要怎样，你才不会伤害你身边的人？

Supre

2010-08-12T21:17:00.002+08:00

Suddenly got this urge.... for Supre...

I wonder why...

Hmmmmm.........

周杰伦

2010-08-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

我从来没有写过关于致敬我偶像的一篇文章。
周杰伦啊，从第一章专辑就一直喜欢到现在，大概从五年级开始到现在大学了。

为什么那么喜欢周杰伦？
- 从第一章专辑来看，外表酷酷地，当时也不这么样，但是他的音乐却是太棒了。听几遍就能朗朗上口，他写的歌词都会有押韵（激发我，激励我，慢慢的学习写有押韵的作品）。不管是作词，作曲，就是喜欢他的才华。从那一刻开始就注意他了，电影方面也好，连续剧也好，我都追！再好，再不好我都会看，不管是捧场也好，就是不要批评周杰伦的努力。他的音乐就是能带给人幸福～

- 我也许不是那种超级疯狂的粉丝，我是属于比较稳定的粉丝！哈哈！当然还是会追看许多关于偶像之类的影片例如新闻，访问等的东西。他的每张专辑的都会收集，当作生日礼物叻！他的音乐作品是最重要的咯！我就是那种默默支持性的粉丝，他自己私人方面的事情我也不应该多管，我觉得这句话“歌星也是人嘛”对艺人来说很重要。被千千万万的人批评和对付，还是要听他们的批评来改进。艺人受的苦，只有艺人自己知道吧。
熬了十年，努力出来的成果，还是有人不喜欢。我相信他的压力也越来越大，歌词被当教材，又要反映社会的问题可以让人疗伤，再加上自己已经踏上国际巨星，又更应人注目。又有谁能了解他的难处呢？
选歌也许要分不同年龄去听的人，真是不简单。幸好他有那种好胜的态度哈哈哈!

- 他的影响力超厉害，就像磁铁一样，一直被他的感染力吸着。我也想陪他走另一个十年，因为我太忠实了哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！

不希望错过他的每一次的演唱会！
相信他的音乐能一直持续下去～　应该是一定会！
因为有我这样的粉丝一直支持他～！
愿主能一直保守周杰伦，不让他的病情恶化，也希望他能接受主您～
＝）

Hurricane Venus

2010-08-10T20:36:00.002+08:00

Addiction.... <3

Anger that is burning in my heart

2010-08-09T22:00:00.000+08:00

SO much to do YET so little time...

I hate semester 2 like mad....

Compare to semester 1, semester 2 is MAD....

Have to study every week to catch up JAP and COMPUTER PROGRAMMING...

yea.. I still have no time for BIO and PSYCH yet....

I have like... 2 assignments due next week...

and I just started today? due to the BUSY and PROCRASTINATE reasons...

OH WELL!

after next week...

I still got test for FIT , JAP

got poster , lab report , interlearn for PSYCH..

Here we go again.....

DAMN!

雨伞的道理

2010-08-05T17:26:00.001+08:00

昨天，下雨了。
穿着一身黑色衣和裤子的我，被逼拿着粉红色的雨伞从大学走路回家。
在这个路程当中，让我发现了一个道理。
当强烈的风要把雨伞给吹走的时候，你会怎么做呢？
当然是向着风的方向顶着，要不然雨伞就会被吹走或会被吹坏。
这情景会不会让你想到，当你遇到压力时，快变疯的时候，是不是该用这把雨伞的道理顶着呢？
承受不到这些压力/放弃的时候，就会跌倒仿佛雨伞被毁掉的感觉，被逼淋雨。
哈哈！很有趣是吧？

Perhaps a MUSIC Director =D

2010-08-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

I just got this feeling or somehow a prediction that I can be a music director...

WHY?

Because... the artist I like ---- > Jay Chou and Boa...

Both of them becoming HOLLYWOOD SUPERSTARS~~~~~

Jay chou is in that green hornet movie....

and

*cOMING SoOn*

Boa will be in a dance movie.....

Both of them can SING Timbrely.... excellent vocal! =D

Both of them having their 10th anniversary at the same year...

Apparently they are my fav male and female singers =D!!!!!!!

I can actually like them for so many years...

this prove that.... I got the taste to choose PRO singer

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAH! =p

Satisfying

2010-08-01T21:42:00.000+08:00

I am not satisfied with my psychology lab because i am surrouded by local ang moh.

I am not satisfied with my timetable because i got no day off.

I am not satisfied with my uni holiday because we got NOT enoug holiday while other uni got MORE holidays.

I am not satisfied due to my laziness because i slack.

I am not satisfied with my sleeping hours because i got not enough sleep.

I am not satisfied with uni work because everything is getting harder.

I am not satisfied with aussie because i got not much friends ALTHOUGH i getting more and more friends due to my japanese class HA HA!

I am not satisfied with my hair because of my fringe ( but is getting better )

I am not satisfied with my shoes because is getting cacated.

I am not satisfied with my clothes because i lazy to shop , and most of the shops selling THIN clothes during winter. NO KIDDING.

When do human get satisfied??

Be OPTIMISTIC!?

I should be satisfied to be able to go psychology lab with full of ang mohs.

WHY? because u can get ang moh friends.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz !

I should be satisfied with my timetable with no day off.

WHY? because you wont slack and getting ur ass studying at least half an hour or more.

I should be satisfied with my UNI holiday.

WHY? AT LEAST YOU GOT HOLIDAYS. better than nothing...

I should be satisfied that I'm lazy.

WHY? at least i know i'm lazy and i need to get over it.

I should be satisfied with sleeping hours.

WHY? at least i get to sleep for at least 5 or more hours.

I should be satisfied to have uni work.

WHY? cause that's UNI LIFE and cause i get the chance to go UNI.

I should be satisfied that I'm in aussie.

WHY? BECAUSE I got that chance to be OUT of malaysia which i wanted since dunno how many years and get to spend time being alone at aussie HAHAHAH!

I should be satisfied with my hair.

WHY? because i get to straighten it. AT least is not UGLY CURLY HAIR.

I should be satisfied with my shoes.

WHY? at least i do not need to bare foot.

I should be satisfied with my clothes during winter.

WHY? because i do not need to be naked.

That's how u gonna make things better in LIFE.

Pester

2010-07-28T21:41:00.000+08:00

When the sun Rise,
The Crows are Noisy,
Woke me up every morning as morning call,
It's annoying...
But is a sign to stop lazing around and get up to uni!
Even crows wake up early and why cant u HAHAHA
I know it doesnt make any sense at all..
I just don;t know what to crap here..
Perhaps.. kinda stress about my changing uni thingy...
OH GOD~~ HELP ME~~

Embarrassing Moment Throughout My Entire Life

2010-07-26T14:21:00.000+08:00

I tore my Hip Hop pants by stepping on the ribbon that is attached on my pants...

YET

I have to walk with my bag behind me to cover that patch....

.......

How embarrassing is that ..................

Laugh all u can HA HA HA...

Even i found it amusing... LOL!

Comparison

2010-07-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

To all people out here....

Do you know why do some people hate comparison?

Just because they hate Competition

Just because they like to have their own thinking ( can be good or bad of course )

1. Good ( I'm competing myself but not others... and i will change into a better person)

2. Bad ( Emotionally attacked... anxiety,stress,hatred and etc )

Case 1.

Sometimes, Some parents love to compare their kids to some other kid with Better grades

My opinion : I just hate it... Although is one of the motivation, still i hate it...

If studying is just not my thing, do i have to hide myself in the bedroom, fear of losing,

and keep studying for the rest of my life... =.=?

But the problem is... I will AUTOMATICALLY study myself =D

so NO worries...

what a good kid HAHAHA!

( Scenerio above is not related in my life... just an example )

Case 2

Some people like to compare YOUR personality with Somebody whichudontreallylike/bad.. *cough*

Eg1 : You ar... just like your maid.... VERY lazy one... bla bla bla bla

( who likes this kind of comparison =.=")

Eg2: Your thinking just like ur notaverygoodimpression friend lo!

( what the heck? )

and yada yada yada examples.....

nobody like this kind of comparison....

In this kind of case... HOW SHOULD YOU REACT??

(1) Don't get MAD... u will make things worse

(2) Silence is the key... ( if you are not gonna be like that ppl, u can IGNORE it )

(3) Re-think if you are that kind of person ( 60% of the ppl wont do this step... i think )

(4) If you are, ACCEPT it and CHANGE it... ( which 40% ppl will do that )

Don't take the wrong path to the darkness....

The end

TEEHEE!!!

Maturity of a peron's Mind...

2010-07-21T19:30:00.000+08:00

Mature this word is just not in my list...

A: He very mature le...

B: lalalala?

jip sao em dou lo...

A: He is more mature compare to his previous year...

B: oh yea... that's great..

TADA! This is the correct sentence in my list

WHY is it so?

Mature is a description of a person's thinking like an adult...

Does AGE able to see through a person's maturity?

Not exactly.... many of them have immature thinking somehow or certain area....

an ADULT that has ADOLESCENT/ Young child / Infant thinking O.O"

( right Fai?? LOL! )

Maturity is TEMPORARY during GROWTH...

hmmm.. MAYBE?

Or else... WHY some ppl would say....

When u are around grandpa grandma age , maybe u will act like a kid AGAIN...

OHH? what is this? LOL!

Maturity gain through EXPERIENCES...

hmmm i can agree about this....

A person able to LEARN and THINK wisely after they met some difficulties...

maturity increased in that particular area only... i suppose

I might be wrong...

This is my conclusion after spending time investigate about maturity HAHAHAHA!

Excluded

2010-07-19T21:02:00.000+08:00

Living in the world in disguise...

Unfathomable expression or thinking of human..

No one will be able to understand..

Darkness spread and enfolded us...

Only the Light He shines able to save us.....

Confusion @.@

2010-07-18T18:16:00.000+08:00

To Join or Not To Join.....

Please give me an answer......

sigh....

Results

2010-07-16T00:10:00.000+08:00

Thank God!!!

I thought i will failed my astronomy... because i just couldn't do any of the subjective questions...

But miracles do happened unexpectedly.... I passed my astronomy...

Sadly... the psych subject i expected to be at least a distinction but yet i just got a credit...

oh well! it's alright! i will work hard for the 2nd semester!

Luckily the bio and stats was alright... scored with distinction =D!

not really good but satisfied.... for a procrastinator u see HAHAHAH!

AND! another good news is! JAY CHOU WAS BAPTIZED to be a CHRISTIAN ~~ awwwwww!!!

come on! singer or whatever! They are just human too! SOO happy for it... <3

Immanuel! =)

Limit and Quota

2010-07-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

The only thing I hate aussie is the Internet quota
The ppl who know me well certainly know that I'm sort of like otAku
back in Malaysia, I could watch drama without thinking bout the limit of the Internet
sadly, I've been watching too much dramas so that the quota is decreasing
left 5gb for peak T__________T suppose to be 60 gb k lol?!? tell me how to survive!
My holiday is all about drama and nothing else
sob sob!!!!!
Sien lo without ppstream booooooooo!!!!!

再一次的机会

2010-07-14T00:54:00.000+08:00

我相信我们曾经深爱过
也因为伤害对方而错过
我们的爱像枯萎的花朵
一旦落叶就告一个段落

我的执著我的诱惑却带来了祸
所以我对自己许下了承诺
等待可能不是最好的结果
但是爱你越多让我越懦弱

*再给我一次机会为你而活
让我能把你的话当作爱我的讲座
让我们的爱再一次如火不再玩躲躲
再一次的机会找回属于我们幸福的天国

我相信我们曾经深爱过
也因为伤害对方而错过
珍贵的回忆我无法摆脱

对你而言已是一种解脱

我的执著我的诱惑却带来了祸

所以我对自己许下了承诺
等待可能不是最好的结果
但是爱你越多让我越懦弱
*再给我一次机会为你而活
让我能把你的话当作爱我的讲座
让我们的爱再一次如火不再玩躲躲
再一次的机会找回属于我们幸福的天国

我会一直守着对你的承诺

My new creation of "poem" or " song lyrics" =)
Thanks to autumn concerto ... give me the idea to write...
It may not be that good...
Come on.. I'm still a beginner HAHAHAH!
Will keep it up! write more nice things <3

韋禮安-慢慢等

2010-07-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

妳終究佔據了我的心房　我終於知道什麼叫做瘋狂

因為妳我不再怕黑暗　想著妳讓我更加勇敢

妳說妳害怕曾經受過的傷　過去發生的情節讓妳迷惘

害怕重演　在妳身上　

怯步　讓妳失去了方向

或許我沒資格說什麼（有誰不會害怕呢）

但我知道我會願意等（妳相信我的時候）

我會慢慢等　慢慢等　慢慢等

慢慢等　慢慢等　慢慢等.....等上線　的鈴聲

慢慢等　等到我都睡著了　耐心等只為了心動那一刻

慢慢等　慢慢等　慢慢等

慢慢等　慢慢等　慢慢等.....等紅燈　變綠燈

慢慢等　當妳突然覺得冷　我會握著溫暖在　在這裡等著

This is just SOOOO true....

Simple , nice and based on reality... <3

Messy

2010-07-10T01:19:00.000+08:00

如果“有什么事我都会在你身旁”只是卦在嘴边讲，

是不是有那样让你失望的人呢？

需要时，会找你谈天

没需要时，无动于衷

反正都是人吗

所谓“我们都是人”这一句，我了解了。

Messy state...

There's no perfection in human.

相信

2010-07-09T18:46:00.001+08:00

把一切的事情交给天吧

如果说这世上要靠命运，

倒不如去相信神的奇迹。

Unpredictable insect

2010-07-08T19:39:00.000+08:00

THIS IS GROSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Looks exactly like dried leaves.....
But they are walking AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh geliest thing in that pet shop LOL!

Lack Of Something In my VOICE!

2010-07-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

For people who loves to sing ,

yea.. u will listen to different kind of songs....

Pop, R&B, rock, soft or heavy metal , gospel song, jazz, country,soul,blues,alternative... etc.

Singing need SKILLS... which is not that hard to achieve for some people...

the hardest thing is E M O T I O N S.

How can a person trying to sing their story in a song...

is very important.....

Imagination is needed in order to give ppl a better picture of a song!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

should i go to halo forest school?

=D hmmm!

Anime

2010-07-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

Since i didn't get to go out for shopping or anything ...

the only thing i get to do is watch my LONG-LOST-FRIEND

ANIME-CHAN <3~~~~

yea! been catching up with my NARUTO and ONE PIECE!

Finally done with naruto.... and i guess i;m gonna finish one piece soon...

NEXT target is... BLEACH and FAIRY TAIL!

woohoo~ damn excited that i get to watch and enjoy =)

Thanks to the person that introduce me PPStream!

save me life in aussie HAHAHAHAAH!!!!

not to say that... i cry like mad watching the character in the anime sacrifice like mad T__T

wuuuhuuu.....

anyway NOTHING MUCH to update ...

since the only thing i did was watching anime the whole day... cook and wash plates..

AHHHH ok.. update next week then...

take care guys!